I am an island

You’re not even real; I lie here alone, crying into my pillow. I am an island and all I want is someone’s arms around me to love me, to protect me but instead I have you…a cold loveless lie made up to comfort me. How did we get like this, how did I...

Too long

Well its almost been a week, so i went to the party last sunday night. It was alright I saw some friends but mostly sat there feelng sorry for myself. AFL was a good distraction apart from E's mum msging me throughout the week, not that I'm relpying-...

To go or not to go?

Just got home from shopping with mum, it was good to catch up with her. She bought me a bag, she is good like that but it was good for both of us to bitch and talk through our problems. E msged me while I was out with mum, its so hard not to just pick...

Hurting

I have so many things on my mind I don't know where to start! As of thursday E and I are now taking a break for a few months...this break is most likely our break up.  Yes I'm upset and I miss him like crazy; he is the one I tell everything to and I...

I got a shirt!

Today I got an Auskick shirt, now I'm part of the team!  You wouldn't think its much but to me its everything... its a world where I'm happy... its a world where they don't know me as anything....its a world that holds so many possibilities and its a...

Why can’t life be like the movies?

Why can’t life be like the movies…the giddy romance, the uber hot guy who comes in at the right time, says the right words, makes the right moves…instead I have miscommunication, displaced anger and…and him, the sweet guy who makes me laugh and who...