Just got home from shopping with mum, it was good to catch up with her. She bought me a bag, she is good like that but it was good for both of us to bitch and talk through our problems. E msged me while I was out with mum, its so hard not to just pick up the phone and call him but I know I shouldn't. I just miss have my best friend who I tel lall the stupid little things to. On another note party tonight with work friends don't know if I should go or not. It would be good to get out and I have missed the last few but I have work tomorrow. I think I will go... let you know how it all goes later!